Goal refinement

This probably isn't really efficient...changing goals like this, but I have to figure out where I am failing and what I want to do.

I want to get into project management.

PMP certification

Why? I allowed someone to use clicky terms because they had used the "lingo".
What will this get me? I will be able to counter people like this.

Learn to "manage up"

Why? Because she can "manage up", she was able to put thoughts into my manager's head.
What will this get me? I will be able to influence my manager's decision making.

Make $10 million

Why? Because I am tired of working in an office
What will this get me? Time freedom and mobility freedom. I can go and do what I want for the rest of my life.

Get the vendor software implemented

Why? I owe to Steve and my reputation.
What will this get me? Freedom to leave with a clear conscience.

What will this get me.

Done witih blogger template design

I just want a plain simple template for my writing. I was getting a little consumed with making this incredible blogger template.

I always do this. I see something cool. Something that someone has done well. And I want to master it, rather than just leveraging what they have done and paying $5 or less for the template.

I guess I am just curious. But I spend a lot of precious time trying to figure these things out when I could just be focusing my efforts on getting rich so I can relax.

No one won the lottery last night. God, I can't wait to win. I can't wait to spend the rest of my life writing.

God I HATE THE SNAKE

What a jackass. I make one little bitty mistake...all over me. It was like...FUCK YOU. She calls herself a project manager and yet she doesn't even know how to use Microsoft Project. Fuckin' retard. What a fuckin' fraud.

Be kind. Enjoy life. Work hard. Be a champion.

Additional goals for 2009

Ok a new goal needs to be learning how to "manage up". This is killing my career. I need to study this.

Learn How to Manage up
Project Management Certification

Breakfast with the slime

Went down for breakfast with my manager, snake and fugly. It was painful. My manager tried to convince me that this was a great step for me and I was going to have an exciting year learning about the vendor's software. I wanted to leave.

This is so hard.

Be kind. Enjoy life. Work hard. Be a champion.

Do the project then leave.

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Job depression

Man...I just want to go home. I just want to curl up and die. This is a frigging disaster in my career. Jeff...look for a new job. You have done your dues here. It has been 5 years of being shit on. How much do you have to take? Why can't you wake up?

You need to move on. For your own sanity.

Be kind. Enjoy life. Work hard. Be a champion. Speak kindly of others.